Nothing to write about

I don't know how people can write tons and tons of stuff in their blog, but my mind came empty when I stare at the blank screen. Life in Moscow has been. Well. Monotonous. You basically do the same thing every single day and when weekend comes, its when you have to decide whether you want to rot in the room or waste money and go out with your friends, have a good time and feel refreshed for the next row of weekdays to come. 

Basically Final year will be quiet a breeze according to my opinion of you have patience of as solid as steel. The agony of going through 5 hours of lecture is too much for me! And like I said, I am stuck with nothing to say anymore about my life. Wait till my inspiration comes. 

Pictures time. As usual. That's how my blog's filled with most of the time ain't it? Oh, and Selamat Hari Raya to all the Muslim folks and to my special one =))

My beloved Zenit & male bestie, Kian Clueless.

My outfit for the day. Let's just say it wasn't a good day at all! 

One thing changes everything

Ever wonder how just a tiny little defect can change the entire scenario? I don't, until I see it with my own eyes.

For example: 

A harmless tube-ride at the opposite park ended up being a freak incident and the victim suffers from concussion, and an injured knee. You end up being hospitalized for over a week and missing those important classes at the last years of your education, surviving those torturous nights on the creaky hospital bed. Imagine the victim being your acquaintance.

A seemingly innocent, gorgeous noon strolling at the park at the peak your vacation and you suddenly got attacked by a thieving motorcyclist. You belongings taken brutally from you, including your personal identifications. You ended up with a losing your cash, going through the hassle of reporting at the police station, applying for a one-way visa, buying the next available flight ticket back and ended up with a large hole in your pocket. Worst of all, you miss almost a month of your classes because of the complicated procedures needed to be done to get your passport and visa done at your home country.

Imagine the person being you. It's hard ain't it. I guess we just need to take good care of ourselves and a sense of hope that we don't end up with the same fate.

p/s: I don't mean to hurt the ones who were mentioned here, just wanted to show you my view about these unpredictable misfortunes. It scares me. It scares me a lot.

My RANT

What's with people nowadays? I thought there is freedom to express own self as long as its within the limitations. I bet there's a handful of people who hate me for god-knows-what reasons. I live my own life, I am not bothered with other people's business, I hang out with my close friends, do my own shit. Still people always have something to say about me.

Firstly this is my blog. So what's wrong with making it into a photo-blog, unconsciously. I have been really lazy lately, I think it is due to the fact that I own a dslr now and photography is my new found love since 6 months ago. I appreciate you guys who made me realize, yea, my blog turned lifeless and heck its time to make it alive! So anon, thanks for the words of advice I will take them into consideration.

What really pisses me off is the extend of someone will go just to tell you they hate you. I was on my way to my glorious shopping outing today, and my phone buzzed. This came through from megafon FREE SMS (why so cheapskate, can't send with your own phone number is it):

'Hey for goodness sake u look damn fat and a like king kong in the photo! where is your professional photographer! dont be a eyesore in fb!'

The weird thing is, I did not felt hurt or humiliated in fact I felt highly amused by it. First, what's with the bad command of english? Can't differentiate between a and an. WTF. LOL. I guess the sms was due to that bunch of pictures a friend posted without going through the filtering process which ended up in all the unflattering pictures of me were published all over fb which I have all untagged. I really want to know who's the mastermind behind this. I am guessing it's someone close cause the person knows my contact number. LOL.

Ok, guys/girls. If you're dissatisfied with me, just say it to my face. Voice it out and don't bother trying to mask yourself and be a wimp!

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For stress-relieving purposes (exams and all)

Superstar

It comes in pairs

Is it just me or do you guys notice that your friends start to change once they started dating 'seriously'?

Once upon a time when you guys were hot, young, single and happytreefriends, you'll go everywhere together, like Siamese twins, hand in hand, flirtatiously flipping your long silky hairs together like in Gossip Girl, going window shopping without having to worry about curfews and whoever that needs to be contacted every 5 minutes or so.


And when the devil comes, when hormones start to reveal its ugly red horns, your circle of friends will seems to diminish to a petty few. Less of them agreeing on meet ups, a handful of them will actually go window shopping with you, and even lesser number of them for lunch dates, etc.

Sigh, I seem to be doomed with this boyfriend-less crisis now. Most (90%) of my friends are attached. To ask them to hang out is like coaxing a bull to climb up a tree. Totally utterly impossible. And even if they do agree on meeting up, it's not always a pleasant one.

Why?

Because things come in package now that she's attached.

2-in-1

Yes, we are physically attached to each other.

Suddenly the boyfriend tags along like breastfeeding baby to his lactating Mom.

Go shopping? Ok, bf tags along. He can hold our shopping bags for us.

Go for lunch? Ok, my bf needs to eat too.

Go for movies? Oh, he haven't watch this movie. Can he come?

How can you say no? She's your friend for Pete's sake! (just an expression)

You'll feel totally neglected, useless, emotional and abandoned. Like you're the extra limb that has to be severed from otherwise a perfect body.


Aih, where art thou, single girl friends? I need you!

p/s: Derma exam tomorrow. All the best!

Compulsive

Been out the past few days, felt the heavy burden finally heaved off my tense shoulders. The past two weeks had been a total torture. Caged in my own premise, can't go out as Jiin's back to Malaysia and has no time to entertain me :P, leaving the rest of the boring people here who refuses to leave their den no matter what. I had no choice but to bury my nose in books, watch tons of movies and chat with the same old people daily to pass time.

I really hate the period when you've got too much time in your hand to waste, and you can't do anything about it. Just staring at the clock as every painstakingly long second ticks away, hoping the exam season will be over as fast as possible and for me to leave this depressing place!

*Now I sound emotionally stressed :P*

Was online window-shopping and stumbled upon this picture of Agyness, the infamous model with her SUPER COOL blond short hair! Totally love her looks, not every girl can carry that kind of style. :) Maybe I can? Haha, still torn over having short or long hair now.

You're so cool.

Rock look


Street fashion. Totally 'yeng'.

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Ice Sculpture 2009


It was -20 degrees that day. Super cold!

Pretty Malay Senior, Lisa :)

Faizi, senior in M1.

Me with Nikon D60. Took a few experimental pictures with Canon 450D. The feeling's awesome. Just maybe I will get a dslr too. Maybe. :P

Excited beyond words!

*I want to thank those who called and sms-ed me to wish me safe journey before I flew off to Moscow. It was really sweet of you guys :) Muaks....hehe *

Ok. I am now officially blogging everyday. Or even posting multiple updates a day! Sigh, guess this is what happens when you're too free, without cool friends to hang out with throughout the day, no duties, just waiting for time to pass and for classes to start.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

You know what guys?

I am heading to BANGKOK AND BALI again JULY NEXT YEAR!!!!!

Bangkok

Gorgeous Bali

It was a total coincidence. I saw my friend who is currently in Aussie went online in MSN. Curious on why she posted on her PM: 'Mich, PY, MFoong I hate you guys!' I msn-ed her. All the mentioned people are our friends as well.

And she just told me the GREATEST news ever.

They are heading to Bangkok & Bali next summer! I was like, WTH I want to go to!!! So added Mich into the chatroom and started discussing right away. Not even 10 minutes later, I logged in to Airasia and started booking the flights!!!!!!!

So it is now confirmed that I am heading to BANGKOK and BALI July 2009!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhh, I AM SO EXCITEDDDDDDD!!!!!!!

Don't know how my mom is going to react when she sees the cc bill next month. Hope she won't freak out at the sight of the transactions! I still haven't tell her about it yet. You know, mommies, they have the tendency to shout and say, 'WAH, JUST GOT BACK TO MOSCOW NOT EVEN A DAY ALREADY BOOKING FOR NEXT YEAR'S SUMMER HOLIDAY!'

But but but, it's ZERO FARE for Airasia now mah!! If not book now, later will be damn expensive!!!

Teehee~~ rm520 for 2ways to Bali is si beh cheap ok!!!! But before that was even cheaper around rm300+ aih...I was too late :( But it's OK Lah!

I couldn't fit in all my jeans :( :( :( People, I gained like 3 kgs back home. Now when I looked at my body in the mirror I could see the vast difference between the previous me before heading back for summer and now. I really don't know how to lose weight lah! I really hope I can wear them because classes are starting soon and it's getting cold. I need MY JEANS!!!! Have to refrain myself from eating so much!!!!

p/s: HAPPY MERDEKA my beloved Malaysia! I am missing you already. Will be posting some pictures up of a few last outings before I left M'sia soon!

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He's awesome! Friggin' talented guitar playing kid! Must watch!

With or Without You - Sungha Jung

Glasses

Went and took my glasses today at Sg Wang. See, very nerdy right? :( Had 'kuai lin kou' with Adam. Haven't been eating that since more than 10 years ago I think. Delicious! Will definitely give it another few more tries before I go back. Uncle say if you eat it often, your skin will be good. Don't know how true is that.


Plans at hand:

This weekend 26-27/07: Genting with my friends
Monday 28/07: Singapore for a week max
Next Monday 4/08: Start of ATTACHMENT...oh noooooo

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The long hair days

With Pretty Steph

Island shop, we both bought the stuff we tried on.

Checking in

This whole week had been kind of a roller coaster ride for me. Well maybe only on Monday.

Saturday was fun. Went to Urbanscapes *blogged*.

Sunday was family day. We headed over to La Meridien Hotel for buffet in conjunction with bro's birthday. The food was great but too bad I did not have my camera with me.

Monday was the worst day ever! Like since I came back from Moscow.
The day started early. First went and summited my results for my study loan. Then, I had to accompany my dad to get some business done near Maju Junction. While crossing the road, my new shoe which I bought the day before broke! Agitated because I had to attend to another errand, we rushed into the nearest shopping mall and got myself a new shoe. Headed over to MSL Travel at PWTC to get my flight ticket done and then rushed over to Pavilion to meet up with my friends. I was already 1 HOUR + late for the outing. -_-''

As I reached the Sultan Ismail monorail station wanting to cross the street over to Pavilion, the NEW SHOE WHICH I BOUGHT LESS THAN 30 MINUTES AGO BROKE AGAIN!!!!!!

Like WTH! Seriously, it was like 'THE CURSE OF MY BIG, UGLY FEET'. I limped for like 15 minutes to Pavilion and called my friends for help. If it wasn't embarrassing enough, I limped in front of those people who were dining at the 'chic' restaurants that was along the way. Got myself a NEW SHOE *again* at Vincci.

On the way back, it was already around 6pm. Monorail was bursting with people. I squeezed myself into the train and you know what happen next?

FRIGGIN GOT MOLESTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The perverted Chinese formal wearing late 20s stupid guy who was standing right in front of me while I was crushed like sardine inside the train kept fumbling with my CROTCH!

I stood there, dumbfounded. I couldn't do anything. I can't bring myself to make drama in the train people will think I am nuts. I felt so stupid. I tried to move away. The next thing I know, the train stopped at the next stop and the stupid M. F**ker got off the station and pretended nothing ever HAPPENED.

Like seriously WTH!!!!!! I was so pissed with myself, my bro, and the inability to travel in KL by driving a car I was practically blaming everyone at fault! Maybe I shouldn't be wearing miniskirt at all although it's scotching HOT in KL I can't wear anything that falls below my knees!

I hope the next time I am forced to travel using monorail WOULDN'T BE ANYTIME SOON!!!!

*roar*

p/s: On a happier note, I will be leaving for my trip on Sunday. Hope it'll be a GREAT ONE. It will :)

p.p/s: Tongue ulcer's killing me. Causing me fever + unbearable pain. Heal faster k! Sighs. I want to eat more food. LOL

Leaving on a jet plane

Yes people! Miss Amy is leaving Moscow grounds for a good two months plus for an exciting and happy summer holiday back home!~ Teeeheeee... Leaving on 21st June this Saturday which is like less than 48 hours from now. Will be reaching KL on 22nd June, Sunday.

My final exam ended with an Okay note today. Not too good but not too bad either. Contented is what I feel right now. No more worries. No more frustrating nights of endless studying. Can't believe it's finally over, TEMPORARILY. Lol.

Had a tiring day today! Didn't sleep a wink the night before. Last minute preparation and over-dose of green tea again. I rested for awhile at 5am and I dream of myself studying. How crazy is this? Exam ended and I proceeded to 'spontaneous' decision to change my initial flight date of 27th June to 21st since there's nothing much here for me to do other than eat, sleep and watch movie now that everything is over.

Mom asked me to bring some wine bottles back home. So I went to Ikea for lunch, shopping at Mega and managed to buy a nice shirt for my bro *his birthday coming soon* & wine-shopping at Ashan with puke boy Anaand. Haha.

Still hungered for more food, we decided to go Jasmine Korean restaurant for dinner again. Sigh, the fat me can't stop eating and keep on consuming more and more. But food was nice :)

Yay yay! So far got 2 appointments with my beloved friends already.

23rd June, Monday: A trip to the hair salon for my long-awaited hair makeover with Meimei. Probably hang out at Sri Hartamas for awhile.

Sorry Alfie. Your lunch on Monday can postpone to Tuesday? You also want me to look good and fresh right. Lol.

Tired, tired, tired. But, just...C.O.N.T.E.N.T.E.D.

*smiles*

5 down, 1 to go

Woooott..feel like I'm midway to cloud 9 already. 1 MORE FRIGGIN' FINAL TO GO, and I will be over and done with 3rd year...Wooot....Thursday, Pathology Anatomy, you better be 'guai' and good ok? Don't fail on me *puts on my best cheeky smile*

I think I'm turning into a 'homely' girl. Can you believe it? I was so contented after exam today I went straight to 'Perekrestok' the grocery store and bought lots of food and chicken. Plan to make myself a hearty delicious meal :) Cooking is fun~~~ Jwei correct? Lol.

She introduced me to this song, Jason Mraz, I'm yours. Find it nice. But on the way back from university today, this song of his kept playing in my head the whole time. Sing~~~

I won't worry my life away....

Can't take it...

Aaaaaaaa...I'm loosing my mind! Have been locking myself up in the room for the past 2 weeks! Sigh, devoted to one and only thing worthy to do, and you guys should know what it is. Minus the hours when i am procrastinating . Why are the days passing by so slowly? I am going crazy already. I need air, open spaces, fun, laughter, and everything nice..

I am so UNSATISFIED with my hair condition now.....LOOK AT IT!!!!! Faded dye, half black half whatever brown it is, lots of split ends and DESPERATELY NEED A TRIM because it has been a YEAR since the last time I cut my hair.

HOW SAD IS THAT?? roarrrrr.....Please teleport me to Sri Hartamas now...Please....Please...

Just to prove my point, I took a few pictures of myself with my BAD hair condition...*sighs*

Seeeee....

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Do I resemble a lion? I feel like I'm having a lion's mane on top of my head instead of supposedly silky smooth hair -_-''

To make myself feel better, I resort to tying up my hair......

A forced smile through this harsh period

Get it over and done with quick!



I miss you, my super short 'chic' hair...

p/s: Felt so much better after Sinbad..yaya :)

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-Something I don't need anymore-

Short-lived

Sigh, and I thought what's the odds of two person studying in two different countries meeting up randomly at the airport? But it was a surprise when I came to know that we will be coincidentally flying back on the same date, with the same airline, arriving for transit at the same time and will most probably meet up and hang out to kill the 8 hours transit.

But alas??

It was a small mistake. One's flying one day later than the other. BUMMER!! So sad right now you have no idea. Should I change the date of my flight?

And how on earth am I going to face that person now that I am morbidly obese, infiltrated with acnes on my face and a lousy hairdo?

How la how la...

Mr Alvin Kor

Papa Daddy Pa Paps...

That's how most of us call our Daddy the 'manja' pampered way. With Father's day lurking around the corner, this is the time we can actually show our gratitude to him.

Mr Alvin Kor,

You gave me an English name when I was a toddler, naming me Amy after your initial. A name that I came to love.

You used to spoil me with toys and most of the things that I craved for and still pampering me with extra cash to splurge.

You spend all your life and youth working your heart out for us, your beloved children. Because you want us to lead a better life than you.

You gave wholeheartedly your hard earn money sponsoring your beloved daughter all the way to Russia, believing she can fight her way through a medic degree while crying silently in your heart because all the while, you yearn for your daughter to stay by your side, to just watch her grow up to be a fine lady right before your eyes.

You yield to her constant complains and late nights when she was ever around back home. You're the man who would wait for her patiently in the living room praying that she will be back safely every night. Sorry for putting constant unwanted worries to you, Pa.

I promise I will cut down my late nights when I am back and spend more time with the family.

You never said even once 'Bi, Pa loves you' throughout my 18 years of life with you. But you whispered those 4 words each and every time we talk over the phone or the msn when I am away. Pa, I know it takes a lot of courage for you to say them out aloud, so I always feel overwhelmed with a sense of belonging and love each time.

You're the only man who never gave up on me. Thank you Pa. I just want to say....

Happy Father's Day

I hope that God will bless you with good health, happiness and love.

Proud to be your daughter,
Amy Kor

Amy wants to..

*Wear bright colored leggings with pride*

*Relive the Dejavu night*


*Have fun with her pretty bunch of friends*

*Dress up for parties*

*Cam-whore and not feeling guilty about it*


*Strut down the beautiful Greenwich park and enjoy the British breeze*

*Put on a bright hot red jacket and feel gorgeous*

*Walk down the memory lanes of London*

p/s: Sorry people for the old pictures~ But I like them a lot..tee hee..

Broken wings

It was an ordinary Friday evening. I was immensely watching the football match between Italy and Romania when I received an online message over the msn. As I glanced at the 'all-too-familiar' name blinking at the task bar, I was looking forward to the usual greeting and chat so I nonchalantly clicked on the chat box.

It wasn't what I was expecting.

'Are you there? I need someone to talk to.'

That was the first message I saw. I replied, 'Yea, wassup?'


'I just broke up with my girlfriend. I am so so heartbroken.'

I was flabbergasted. It wasn't what I thought our conversation will be. Yet another couple succumbed to the 'jinx of the month'.

'She just lost the feeling ever since winter break. And now that her exam is over and done with, she can finally talk it over.'

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. It was like the whole scenario in the past playing back in my head like a rewind tape.

'So painful. '


'So meaningless.'


'I just want to isolate myself.'


'I don't think I can ever forget about it that easily.' , he explained.


'BE STRONG.I am here if you need me.'

That was all I could muster. I knew very well how he felt at that very moment, yet I knew that whatever I say will not make a difference at that point. Anyone of us will too devastated and emotional to digest anything in our head if we were to be in his position.

'I just can't when it comes to her', was what he retorted. I was overwhelmed by his LOVE for her. I could feel it all the while, since the moment I came to know of him 2 years back.

You will get through it my friend. Believe in yourself. Even if it takes months, or even years, one day you're going to STAND STRONG and move on.

Where is the love?

Many times I've wondered, in every beginning of a relationship, when will it end? Will it last till eternity or will it just stop working out after a certain time?

After having known that every single 'seemed to be perfect' relationship around me went haywire and ended unexpectedly, I am really beginning to wonder if there is such thing as 'everlasting' love.

Heck, even married couples ask for divorce during the course of their life in matrimony.

How to sustain a relationship? How to build trust between two beings? How to keep the love going strong and supple? How to fully understand and tolerate each other?

So many factors that needs to be fulfilled. Starting a relationship maybe easy, but ending the relationship is truly the hardest.

A little girl's talk

I MISS..

The ones I heart the most


being an 'auntie' to my gorgeous nieces

our crazy outings

the shopping sprees

my pretties

the unforgettable nights

once in a blue moon gatherings overlooking the city

the birthday parties we had

our penang trip

when Dude is around to 'pimp' the girls

food-hunting in jalan alor

the annual bbq party

my summer beach paradise~

-19 days and counting-