Trust

Such a simple word to understand, yet its easier said than done.Tough to believe in it. Difficult to TRUST. 

Its strenuous enough to handle this on your own, take it at your own pace. What makes it deemed nearly impossible to trust, is being brain washed on a daily basis. By those so called caring friends. What do I need to do? 

Be strong mentally and Believe. TRUST. That's the only thing I can do.

I want to have FAITH in you. I want to be ASSURED of us.

I want to learn to do that. God give me strength.

Only time will tell.

Updated: I just got off the phone, and I am already missing you.