looking back

Standing where I am now, and looking how I was like more or less a year ago, I found out I have changed one way or another. It's like a transition which I hope is for the better. Lots of things I did some which I am proud of, some which I am not, some which I regretted and probably will for the rest of my life. Certain things lost can't be retrieve back nor the times when we neglected something or someone ever so important in our life we desperately try to go back in time, doing any ways possible but not knowing that some of the deeds that we do in the process are wrong to start with. I would like to apologize to those whom I have hurt emotionally or physically before this. I know I am someone who is straightforward and whenever I am honest, someone will get hurt by my verbal insult. Sorry. Or to those people who have cared for me but I totally ignore your sacrifices and took you for granted.

Lets all now start anew and embrace our future with smile, confidence and happiness.

To YOU: I really really do hope one day we can shake our hands, hug each other and have a genuine happy carefree conversation just like the day when we first met each other.

WITHIN TEMPTATION: ALL I NEED

I´m dying to catch my breath
Oh why don´t I ever learn?
I´ve lost all my trust,
though I´ve surely tried to turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don´t tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don´t tear me down
You´ve opened the door now, don´t let it close

I´m here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I´m only one step away
from turning it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don´t tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don´t tear it down, what´s left of me
Make my heart a better place

I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don´t break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don´t tear me down

Don´t tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Don´t tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place

Give me something I can believe
Don´t tear it down, what´s left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place