be strong...

Wow. After finding out that other people's fate in relationships and what they have gone through are far more worse than me, I really don't consider myself as a sad case anymore. Even though I have been hurt again and again, I know I am only making excuses for myself. Like taking a blade and slit your wrist over and over again each and every time it begins to heal. Damn stupid right? I think so too. For now, I think I better think carefully about what I want and what I need. Even the nicest girl has her part of saddening relationship to share too. I am really starting to wonder if there is actually nice guys out there who could stop hurting the ladies. Enough of fucking and fooling around. Maybe girls should just turn lesbo? Lol.

Anyways, GO GIRLS! We can make it without guys! :) I've done it before so why can't I do it again?

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This guy is so so talented! Minus him being lame. Just like his voice and guitar skills :) Got it from Kokofai's blog. Sorry ah haha but different song :) Check his other vids out in youtube.com :)

aiwoavril - gei wo ni de ai ( tank ) 给我你的爱