No complains

Normal healthy cuteeee babyyy.

Was youtube-ing last night and found some heartbreaking clips of baby with severe defects. The syndrome?

*Harlequin type ichthyosis*

Skin disease that is the most severe form of congenital ichtyosis characterized by a thickening of the keratin layer in fetal human skin. In sufferers of the disease, the skin contains massive, diamond-shaped scales, and tends to give off a reddish color. In addition, the ears, eye, mouth and other appendages may be abnormally contracted. The scaly keratin greatly limits the child's movement. Because the skin is cracked where normal skin would fold, it is easily pregnable by bacteria and other contaminants, resulting in serious risk of fatal infection.

Sufferers are known as harlequin fetuses, harlequin babies, or harlequins.

The chances of any one person with the disease producing a child who is also a sufferer would be about 1 in 2000 in UK.

*sources from wikipedia*

Not for the fainthearted. Click here and here to view how the baby looks like. Most of them don't survive more than 2 days after birth. How can a baby suffer all these?

Just proves that not everyone is lucky and is born at the pink of health and have a normal childhood. Should just thank God and be grateful for everything that we possessed :) Still it was something new for me as I haven't really know about this disease prior to viewing the vid.

Speechless

Weird..

No matter how much flaws that person possesses, you can just seem to discard them out of your thoughts and just focus on their good sides.

No matter how much sorrow they gave you or pain that has been inflicted on you , at the end of the day, you will still dwell on the good deeds that the person has done for you.

How come I can only see the good things and forget all the bad things? Short term memory lost? LOL. Or just refusing to face the cold hard reality.

Just....crazy..

p/s: Looking at pictures of myself, I truly believe that somehow somewhere there's going to be the next one that will treasure and appreciate me for who I am..*being narcissistic*

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Lol. Kristof did this during his free time -_-''


Bugger..

the fray- how to save a life

This song is great...give it a try. I am sure you won't regret it :)



Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

p/s: click here if want to view in youtube. can't embed youtube vid for this song.

Hooked...

Winamp radio function is SOOOO COOOL...got me hooked up day and night. Gone were the days where emo chinese songs overrule my speakers..hehe here comes some cool christian rock songs, emo rock songs, alternative or even POP....Got me swaying to the music on my chair while chatting...hehe...that's leisure!~ Thanks Sammie for the introduction..bento skin rocksss... :)

Instruction : just go to Winamp website download the latest version and choose bento skin, use AOL radio and you'll be SPOILT for choice..Enjoy~~

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GUY'S LAPTOP

Tub's printscreen of his laptop. Note the 'hawtt' girl as the wallpaper. GUYSSSSS..-_-''' bukan main HAMSAP...

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broken rules..
see, 2 packets of ROTTON..which indeed rots..lol. with crabby sticks + egg...at 1am. Someone can please knock me awake. Can't control. Too hungry already :P

life lesson 1

After playing badminton with one of the top players in uni today, *B* found out that I indeed have been bragging way way too much. Can't even smash nor drop shot or play the net properly but still want to complain about people's game and skills. That's me. Felt so embarrassed of myself. Gotta stop complaining and comparing. Sigh. Blame myself for giving up my beloved badminton after graduating from primary school. Still remember my badminton coach was a great mentor but after enrolling to SMK CBN i diverted my attention to other games eg: Volleyball, swimming & netball. Now studying in RSMU having such great skilled badminton players in the team, makes me feel 'inferior'. Well, will try to improve myself. :) Long way ahead...

p/s: Yay, tomorrow's holiday! :D

falling short on temptations

Been telling my friends that I want to try to at least slim down 1-2 kgs for the upcoming Massad. Need to look great on that day. Pride issues. Lol :P Can't afford to look like a drag on that day. But food is everywhere. Temptation is everywhere! Always eat late lunch hoping I can skip dinner by just drinking milk or milo for dinner. But food is always come unexpected. Like yesterday, suddenly people text me about briyani rice selling at a cheap price so I bought it and ate it for dinner even after having a heavy lunch. Sigh. And today, free load from my friend on tandoori chicken. Oh my oh my, where's the determination that kept me going to gym not stop everyday during summer last year? Lol.

*Think of wearing bikini in Krabi this June...think think think...*